Two Halves (of a whole)

People think they know what life really is. Like theres a set deffinition on love, happyness, life, survival, the things we do from day to day life. But why? For me, maybe just me, its blurred. Love? Im not sure. I never will be. Happyness, thats easy, its just a mystery because we hate ourselves for taking happyness from the wrong things. The things that make me happy are simple, stupid things, unimportant things, but in the views of most, Im just irresponsible. "Grow up". Sure. As soon as I know how. Today and yesterday, they were some of the best times I've had, just because of a few people. But they made me realize, no matter how happy we are, theres always a piece of us that wants more. Which ties into survival. The things we want are not the things we get. We try for some of them, but others are not something we should want. Which is wat causes us to try anyway. That sense of forbiddeness makes it taste better. Eves apple. Yu cant survive knowing yu wont get it, yu cant survive if yu do. On account of the guilt and peer hatred. Sorry this was pretty dark. On a lighter note, I'll post something happy later. Glad to see yu look forward to it... aw, look at that smile!